The Roach's Recovery
If you are pro-ana/mia/any disordered behavior - get the fuck off my blog before I chop you up and eat you for my recovery meals.
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two weaknesses i have:

  • big, tough men who look mean and badass at first but are actually huge softies
  • big, tough men who look mean and badass at first but are actually huge softies AS DADS


(via berniecrane)

"my baby" i say in regards to someone that is older than me and over half a fuckin foot taller than i am

(Source: jaclcfrost, via berniecrane)

"Don’t mistake my kindness for weakness. I’ll choke you with the same hand I fed you with."
- Anonymous (via screeches)

(Source: levi-has-the-booty, via 7he6irl)

Booty call to most and a punching bag to the one who said love. Coooooool.

Temporary alcoholism kind of changes your appearance, I realized. I gained 20 pounds in less than a month from excessive drinking every night. I didn’t think it’d bug me to not drink anymore but something in me says he’ll be back if I do drink. Sane me is like lolbitchyoudumb. Not that I didn’t NEED the weight, but the way in which I gained it is pretty fucking shameful.

I think I made a huge mistake. I know I did. I am drinking tonight, but with friends. One friend of 20 years. I fucked up. God dammit I hate myself.

It’s all laced with memories of him and I fucking hate it. I can’t even listen to “Sail” without thinking of him shouting “SNAILS!”. Nothing is safe and it sucks. Everything with his memory just feels like a boot in my face. Over and over and “GO TO SLEEP, GO TO FUCKING SLEEP” and holy shit I’m panicking.

Transformation complete.
Anonymous: Hey momma roach, my life's gotten really busy so I haven't really been on tumblr basically at all these past few months but I saw a post from you just now and it made me happy, you are amazing and strong. Thanks for everything

It’s been a weird summer. I thought I was in love and oh man was that a mistake that I learned a lot from. I’m gonna talk more about it in another post.

Thank you guys so much for checking on me and making sure I’m alive. How do you say he threatened to kill you without sounding fucking dramatic? Yeah. Yup. Hum.

I really love you guys :(